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[17 Oct 2006|10:10am] I have not used this in forever, and I think the only reason I am now is because I know no one will read it. So, I'm in college and some days I love it, and other days..like today, I hate it. Dan and I fought last night, and it was my fault..and I'm pretty much an idiot. I don't know how I can expect him to stay with me when I let things build up like I did, and then just freak out. Sometimes I think it would be so much easier if I just ...didn't love him as much as I do. I wish I could just let him go, and be ok with it. I know...I'm 100 percent positive that he doesn't feel the same way as he used to, and that I'm only hurting myself..and him by staying together. It kind of feels like I need him now though. I took highschool for granted. I just want to go back...I want him to treat me like he used to, and care about me like he used to. And I really wish Lauren never happened, because no matter how many times he tells me..I know there's something there between them. I just never knew that loving someone more than anything in the world..could hurt so much. maintain yourself

[17 Jun 2005|05:24pm] nc =) 2 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[07 Jun 2005|10:15pm] "When God calls children to dwell with Him above, We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares with the death of one child, Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild. Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold, So He picks a rosebud, before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view. Believing this is difficult, still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be 'Goodbye.' So when a child departs, we who are left behind Must realize God loves children, Angels are hard to find..." 3 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[16 May 2005|03:15pm] HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) 2 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[05 May 2005|01:51am] So ...it's late and I'm still awake. Packing took a lot longer than I thought it would, and I still had to finish Miss. K's damn paper...but yeah, I'm finally done all that. I can sleep on the way to New York tomorrow, so its not too bad. I keep getting excited for the trip, and then sad because I don't really want to leave. I got like this last year before the cruise too, and it was still fun, so we'll see. I didn't miss anyone as much as I'm going to miss Dan last time though :( I love you and I'm going to miss you so much.<3 1 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[23 Apr 2005|11:25am] I have one more weekend left after this...and I have to work allll weekend. Ergghhh. Last night was fun. Went to Kevin's talent show with Dan and Jenny, then went to the highschool talent show to see Mr. Storace. Then we went to Jenny's and Matt came over to go in the hot tub. I work all day today, so yea...that should be fun. 3 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[18 Apr 2005|03:30pm] Well...I'm at SAT class and this is pretty boring. Still like two more hours left..ugghhhh. 2 weeks 3 days until cruise 2 months tomorrow <3 fun, fun. 2 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[08 Apr 2005|05:30pm] I think I let her hurt me too easily, I really need to learn not to show her when I'm upset. I hate her though, even when shes trying to be nice...it always goes back to her causing a fight. She hates that I don't put her first in my life and that I'm not afraid to stand up for myself to her. My dad tries to make up for her because he knows what a bitch she is to me, and she wonders why I show him respect. I think I need to stop complaining on live journal. 2 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[07 Apr 2005|08:40am] Yeah, so I'm in english...really bored, sitting next to Heather who is really awesome at life. I'm kinda pissed....my cousin's wedding shower is next Saturday which means I think I have to miss Alicia's. Errghhh. Hah, and me and Jenny started making a list of people for our party this year, pretty exxxccciiting! :) 1 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[05 Apr 2005|10:04pm] Ugh, I just want it to be the weekend. 1 month and I am out of here. I wish it would come soonerrrr. 3 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[30 Mar 2005|03:25pm] bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad day. 2 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[27 Mar 2005|01:34pm] So yes, I hate Kevin and my mom. People don't know how to keep their mouths shut. Oh my God, I am so pissed. 1 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[21 Mar 2005|06:09pm] guess what? I like Dan Garton alot alot alot alot alot more. :) 1 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[16 Mar 2005|09:41pm] This week is way too crazy. I'm so sick of this english project already, and I need to work on it tomorrow...but I have to study with Mike for our SAT course..and ughhhh, I have like 748927348932 tests Friday. Then to add to my fun Friday, I have work. I just want summer. <3 2 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[11 Mar 2005|05:31pm] Last night was a lot of funnnn :) Jen, Alicia and me went to Spring Mt. and met up with Shawn. Once Shawn taught us how to do everything it was goooood. Only fell a few times, hehe. Marayam, Kristina, Josh, Corey, and Ronnie were there too. Haha, poooor Marayam was on the ground most of the time I saw her..haha. I don't know whats up with tonight? But I'm pretty pissed with Patttyyyy..depriving me of my sleep! ergghhhh maintain yourself

[03 Mar 2005|10:15pm] So I don't want to go to college, but tonight was fun. I'm excited for this weekend. It feels like I haven't hung out with Jen in forever, so it should be good. Friday night we're going bowling. Saturday night I was supposed to work, but Mark just called and switched with me, so now I'm free =)... and then Sunday Jen, Mike, Joel and me are going out for Mike's birthday...so it should be some good timesss. <3 4 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[28 Feb 2005|09:20pm] Tonight was the easiest night of work in my life. Sherrry is going crazy or something. I was on carts forrrever, but Mark was out there with me and we just had a snowball fight the whole time. Then we came in and she told us to go down to Pizza Stop to buy everyone food, and she told us to keep the change...which I got none of, erghh. Then we got back she told us to go on break together..that was weird because shes never like that. So we hung out with Stan and Chuck... I'm never doing that again because they talked about girls the whole time while I just sat there. No school tomorrow? I like Tizzle Talk a lot. hahahaha I messed up. umm...I luubbb you :) maintain yourself

[24 Feb 2005|05:11pm] I haaaattteee report cards. 5 lost their composure| maintain yourself

[18 Feb 2005|07:58pm] ugh, I wish I could get a hold of you. What's going on? maintain yourself

[14 Feb 2005|09:08pm] allooohhaa =) yeah, this is brianne, kellys younger, cooler sister..iv decided thats its really embarassing when people say me and kelly look like twins, and my whoollee science class got on me about it and i looked like a cherry! hehe yeah, well we were at the Y today and the twins there said that we looked alike...but kelly has a witch nose! hehe =) yeah, she looks AND acts like one! hahaha..yeah well im out, cos im cool like that. peeaaacccee okay. so briannes a loser. the end maintain yourself

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